Great news on the home front. I got into a 5 day class for MAT120 with my favorite math teacher. She is awsome and I am officially a full time student. Also good to note, the transmission in my motorcycle has tossed another bearing and I can now fix my bike the right way. Rather than going to the salvage yard and throwing the same 30k mile engine in it I am going to put new bearings in the transmission. I have never done this before, but that has not stopped me so far. I am also forced to use a YZF 600R cylinder head, pistons and cylinders on a FZR 600 block. While checking the web for compatabiliy before wasting any more money I found out this is a very good option. I will have a significant increase in horsepower. I'm working a 12 hour shift today to offset some of my increased cost of living expenses so I'll make this short. I'm so happy I could shit, everything is working out great. -Evan

Hind sight. Your 6 o'clock, check your six or check your self. The over all make up of man is good. Evidence by the demograph of a large population. I have faith in man kind, but not man. In the heart of man is infinite possibilities. I will continue to make the best choices possible to live happily. Keep in mind that hind sight is earned, and can be quite expensive. -Evan

When riding a motorcycle the thought of safety is almost an oxymoron. As I slid into the taught hide of my riding suit and heard it make the sound leather makes when it is asked to stretch I thought how my life may be extended at the price of life. The real estate I now occupied was paid at quite a ransom. Guiltless none the less at the donning an animals skin, it's former epidermis now my armor. I wonder why god made cows so perfect for riding motorcycles and then gave them hooves. god is funny. Evan

I just got my full body leathers from a dude on e-bay. Turns out it was 15 minutes from my house so I picked them up and paid cash. I love the jacket and zip in pants. I feel like a cartoon crime fighter. Seriously the power rangers ruined motorcycling for the people who liked the safety equipment. Safety when it comes to motorcycling is like life insurance. You hope you never have to use it, but you can never have enough. I will post pictures some day, maybe. I have the coolest helmet and am getting another one that actually fits. Next will be the boots and gloves. Everything matches the bike that I currently ride. Evan

I have sobered up considerably and am beginning to question my prior observations already. Evan

I am having a rolling rock epiphany. This has to be the closest I have been to lucy in the sky with diamonds or dancing with mary jane. I can't describe it, but life has purpose. I can't define it further. I went to this dive bar tonight, you know the one with peanut shells on the ground and bra's hung from the ceiling. Let's just say I learned a lot. I only had one beer, I knew my button up shirt and soap like smell would give me away to the locals. I got three rolled tacos from Filibertos went back to my house. I started watching Desert People, a racing documentary about pre-runner style trucks that float off the rugged dirt roads they race across. Later on with green glass aplenty in my bottle cornocopia waste container-I just feel like hugging everyone, maybe I'm not a good drunk. I feel like everyone serves a very important and unique purpose in this world organism we collectively make up. Way to go team. Evan

Good fortune seems to come with someone's misfortune. I am very lucky to be where I am today, but at the expense of others. Like a man standing in a crowd of beggers, guilty for grabing the first rung on the ladder out of the crowd that spawned him. I put a new patch cable on the monitor to connect the computer to the sound system. I am spoiled rotten. I also purchased a new knife. I lost my knife a long time ago and I have needed one many times. Because I have survived with out it and now have it I feel guilty. Like the fat kid crying after he ate the ice cream cone. Money will always be a problem, I wouldn't mind to see the other side of this coin though. Evan

I want to follow my thoughts as an individual living a very interesting life in a very interesting time, oddly in a very interesting time of my interesting life. Interested? Read on. I am battling inner conflict. Not on any major level, very minor. I question myself constantly when I recall confidence coming more easily. Faliure in any sense brings with it a new fear. I don't regret anything, but I want to learn from it. Lets see what lessons in life I have learned, or should have learned so far. I have a folder marked "Current Court Documents Pending" I would like to eliminate this folder as well as others. I should be afraid, but I am more defiant than ever. Like the pet pestered by the people who bring it the life it has come to enjoy. I want to fight, when losing is the only solution. I don't want to give up, but some battles are futile. I want to find enjoyment in the sterile narrow confines of society. to enjoy the sound of white noise...maybe Satyam Shivam Sundaram isn't the appropriate mood music to write a blog to. Seriously go download Thievery Corporations new disc. It makes your eyes roll back in the sockets and stare down the optic nerve like a telescope to the cerebellum. Evan